The Unseen

You are probably wondering where this entry is coming from as well as going, right? Well, I went to my counseling appointment this afternoon and discussed with him what my three dreams were like that I had over a week ago and then I had a dream not too long ago where I was running from this unseen sound of growling. The growling was from something that I could not figure out and I was running away from it without panicking too much or none at all. I remembering turning around a few times to go around obstacles I had encountered and the sound was getting closer but the growling was still unseen. My counselor asked me this BIG question, “What is it that you are afraid of regarding yourself?” I could not come up with the answer even though I did not feel dumb or downed with this question. I told him that I did not know what I was afraid of but the world “CHANGE” came into the converation, and change itself is always happening and I then realized that I am afraid of change and so the unseen growling monster I was running away from was my own self! I am afraid of major change. Well, from now on, I am going to really work on accepting change in my life, big or small, and get rid of the fear so I can go on with my life in a happier state. I am happy with my life and willing to make some changes in my life in order to make me happy or continue to be happy.

Author: ksmiley

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1 thought on “The Unseen”

  1. *~Kristie~*

    Well glad things are turning out great with your counselor!! Up and ready for the day!! Always a good thing, because often enough I’m not ready when I need to get my butt into work,lol.

    Change, I HATE change, I despise change, but… after awhile I accept what’s changing around me, whats happening with everyone and everything when it starts and when it ends… Sometimes I do not handle change well, but I DO know I do NOT handle anger, pain, doubt, or hate well either…

    Anyway, good luck with everything!

    Love,Alaina

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