Monthly Archives: February 2003

I can not believe that it is the last day of February already. Somewhat, to be honest here, the month has been both fast and slow. At the beginning of this week I did not wear my watch because time … Continue reading →

Whenever I have a chance I write in my journal I have made of my Grandpa Clarence. It is not a lot at the moment but I have a total of 46 memories so far of what I remember of … Continue reading →

I had asked Nellie Mom about nighty night time tea or something just as soothing. She had given me two bags with four tea bags of relaxing tea last night and I drank a cup. Within an hour my body … Continue reading →

My emotions have been bottled up long enough and now I am beginning to feel the pressure build up inside me. It is not a good feeling. One second I am laughing, the next I am wanting to cry, then … Continue reading →

I would like to pass my condolences to C and J Sinclair for their loss of C’s Mother Monday evening. My heart goes out to them in prayer and understanding of their loss. Losing my Grandpa Clarence on the 15th … Continue reading →

After writing the first entry of the day I realized that I needed to get out of my apartment for a while- finding myself away from home for about five hours. I had gotten together with a friend this afternoon … Continue reading →

Last night I felt that my right to grieve the loss of my Grandpa Clarence was taken away from me. I thought that I had been given the not ok to miss my Grandpa Ckarence because of someone writing me … Continue reading →

Good night!

Being at school today was not as bad as it was like last week. I did not feel like I was walking in a fog like last week. I know I am still in the healing process of losing Grandpa … Continue reading →

We have yet to have the memorial and burial for my Grandpa Clarence but I have been noticing that I am at the very beginning of the healing process of losing my grandpa. Yesterday afternoon about 1 p.m., I went … Continue reading →