I have not slept good for the past three nights. So many things are swirling in my head so fast and at once. Not sure why so much seems to be happening all at once at this time and that is okay because life is a mystery all the time. If I have figured the going ons in my life, I will let you know immediately. Today is a beautiful day today. The sun is shining and there is a nice, cool breeze. I do not know if I will be going anywhere today until some time shortly before 11 a.m. this morning when I taok to my friend RH in a while. RIght now it is fairly quiet around here. The feeling that I can not get a hold of a friend in AZ really bothers my heart right now. Is she travelling and had her phone number disconnected while she is away or did something else happen. This nagging anxiety feeling will not leave me alone!! I do not understand why I am having this feeling inside me still even after a few days of trying to contact her.