It has been a rough week for me. I usually do not write in my journal during Sabbath hours but today I am doing so. Rick will be here shortly so I will have to continue later or another day. I hate having my period most of the time because it causes so much emotional havoc for me most of the time I have it. Even yesterday I was very quiet and unsure of things. I wanted to cry four times this week and I want to cry now as a matter of fact. I hate days like this even though I enjoy the Sabbath I have right now. I wish I had more time to write but with school finding time to write has been hard and at times I have NOT turned on my computer when I get home because I am tired and ready to go to bed. I have to go now…Rick’s here.