I know that my writing is sporatic but I have been very busy with school and life in general. I even took a night off without Rick here because I needed a break from him too. I have been struggling in Accounting 1 but I have been keeping on doing my best even in hard situations. It just seems impossible that my world has been so busy. I have been breathing and eating school lately and it is driving me in a world of uncertainity at times but I have gone to school and have not missed a day. I even went to school when I was not feeling so good and did leave a little earlier than usual – with instuctor’s understanding of course. It just seems that I have been talking about school and venting about ths or that lately. My emotions are going up and down lately but I did have a couple of good days thankfully.