One Fine Day But….

Today I had awakened at 9:30 a.m. missing the first half of “Murder, She Wrote.” I had awakened fast and got up furisously and decided to get dressed no matter how much it seemed to kill me. I had an appointment 2 p.m. in the afternoon and I was not going to miss thiis one like I did last week. Last week I totally got involved in something here at home and forgot about the time. It was embarrassing that’s for sure. Anyway, despite the fine day, it has been raining and drizzling all day long. It has been cloudy and dark for a normal day of fun and so on. I sat at home all day long reading “The Second Time Around” by Mary Higgins Clark and realized a few minutes ago I have four chapters left in the book to read before it is finished and I got the book last Thursday when Janessa and I went shopping after lunch at Ponderosa. Anyway, despite the rainy weather, it has been a good day for me. Sleeping until 9:30 a.m. helped me get through my day even though I felt kind of groggy from my Celexa medication twice a day for yesterday and today, but it is a relaxing groggy quality. I just finished watching two half hour runs of Judge Judy and have been highly impressed in Judge Judy’s judging work on both shows. Once again, when I had returned home, I had missed the first half hour of Murder. She Wrote, and that did not bother me at all. I’d rather be busy with things than sitting on the couch watching television or sleeping. Sleeping a lot is a quality in me now that school’s out for the summer.

That has been my day today. No one called — even Kelly in return of the two calls I made to her this morning and this afternoon before leaving my appointment. I hope she is ok. She has been kind of sick this weekend and all this week and not wanting to talk much. Even Jimmy has not called me in the morning the past couple of days. I feel I have a good reason as to why. It has been an emotional roller coaster for my friends and I these past few weeks. I feel that Kelly is upset about something between us and has not had the heart to tell me what yet because of feelings. She did tell me the other day, though, that I frustrated her but it was no big deal. Now I wonder if it is bigger deal than she has let on, but I am not going to worry about it right. I will be seeing her tomorrow — hopefully that is not cancelled.

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I feel I am back to journaling once again.
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