December 17, 2004
There is a reason why I am writing this letter to all my DD friends and drop ins. I would like to thank all of you for taking the time to come and read my journal entries from time to time and leaving posts regarding my thoughts and feelings. I cannot believe how fast this month has gone. Christmas is 9 days away from now (according to my finger counting, lol). I cannot believe a lot of things actually, lol.
I also wanted to let you all know that I enjoy reading all the journal entries I have been reading for a long time. I am still happy to be a part of the DD family here and I plan to not leave here yet. I cannot believe how long I have been here. I really enjoy my life here – despite the ups and downs of my own life that causes me to write very emotional stuff from time to time. It has been a fine world here. I wish I could say more about my life here but I can’t right now. It is kind of late and I should be in bed sleeping right now really, lol, but sleep has been so hard to find these past two weeks or so — even more. Anyway, I do not have any plans to go anywhere this Friday all day long.
I have another reason for writing this letter to all my DD friends and readers. I have been trying so hard to get along with the people I am constantly around — especially where I live today. Part of the reason I have not been sleeping well is because of excessive noise from a neighbor who lives across the hall from me. If at anytime I have been a little emotional that is somewhat questionable to any of my readers, I just want to apologize to you for being somewhat more emotional than other times. The neighbor has been causing me a lot of sleepless nights and troubled or nightmarish dreams about her or other things in my life that get my mind troubled from time to time. I do have to admit that I have tried so hard to be friendly and a friend to this neighbor but she has lied to me so many times that her fibbing has gotten to my heart to the point I had to walk away from her permanently. I so bor take to liars at all anymore. All I can do for them is pray for them. Tonight is another night of troubled sleep I am afraid…again… My world is not always pleasant just like everyone else. I am a normal person with feelings, too.
Well, friends…I need to go now and hit the hay. I hope I do not hit it too hard, lol. Hope everyone, who is still up will have a good rest of the night or day. Talk to all of you real soon. I am sure this is not my only entry for December 16, 2004 at this time. A day has yet to play. Good night and God Bless.
Lovingly, Kristi K — Ksmiley