Grandma would have been 86 years old if she was alive today but she has been gone since 1997. I miss her yes, but I am dealing with my life at school and around me just fine. I did not leave my apartment at all today. Went to bed kind of late last night and slept in and did my homework in the afternoon and took a short nap. I am feeling ok – just a little out of it. I will be ok. I have not benn feeling good lately due to a cold like thingy and believe me I have had it! I will write more later.