Today (1)

Well, had awakened feeling kind of down and did not want to get up even though I had to get up sooner or later. I just wanted to stay in my pajamas all morning long and watch television and snuggle wih Bing but Bing was across the room sleeping in my desk chair so cute like. By 11:30 a.m. I had gotten up and dressed and ready for my day not sure if I wanted to go out in the real world to my counseling appointment. I feel I have been so busy the past couple of weeks that the down feeling I am having right now is just part of my anxiety and depression mode trying to kick in, and I believe it is doing its best to confuse me and make me feel so emotional. I am finally ending my time of the month and that is probably one good reason as to why I am feeling like closing and locking my door for a while and putting my “melt down” sign out for other people on the outside know that I do not want to be bothered. I have to leave for my appointment in twenty minutes now so I better get going. I will be back. Gotta run for now and get ready to go. My ride will be here shortly. Later.