Such Beings … Why??

I have no idea as to why some people act the way they do sometimes … one day nice and then the next day not nice at all. I have gotten to really like Teamster Manor again but some of the people I am not all sure about yet … full or not or just about there anyway, I have grown attached to some of the people here and do not wish to see them leave or I leave, but the way things are going around here, I just want to practically choke the next door neighbor who treats me like crap one day and nicey nice the next or pretty close to it. Some people, in this case, this next door neighbor of mine, has to grow up and stop being such a big jerk and own up to problems without being an ass about things … knowing that he has instigated some of the crap that has been pulled around here. Even today, a neighbor had to tell him to please give me room so I could get out of the office and go home. This very same neighbor, the one who acts like a jerk more of the time than nicey nice lately, is one person I wish would just be patient and give up his stupid antics now and grow up for once. I do not care if he is in 40’s anymore. I am pretty darn close to it myself and I am not sure about the 40s myself at the moment, but I will be there living every moment .. every moment that is. Such beings live these days and I wonder why more of the time than not; Am I going to answer the door to this neighbor anymore? No, I am not. I am just going to ignore this person altogether to give him a message to please leave me alone from now on. I do not feel comfortable around him much anymore because of his attitude always being of the nature of complaining about another neighbor I am also avoiding to some extent too to give her her space that she so desires. I will be kind to this neighbor if I ever run into her in the hallway but I am not going to go out of my way for some people anymore. I need to take care of myself more than I have lately. I have a life I need to live too.

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I feel I am back to journaling once again.
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