I have my shower at 830 to 945 this morning as RK’s son DK has summer school this summer for a few weeks Tuesdays and Thursdays. I also will be seeing J today at 745 am or so because she is taking JP’s place for a few days while she gets married and goes on her honeymoon with her “new” husband. She will be, when she comes back, JPE or JE from then on. I have an appointment at 2 pm with my counselor SW today and I am very much looking forward to seeing her. I have a few things to talk about. One of the topics will be about JSL … that’s for sure!
The Dream
I had a dream about seeing my eldest niece and her mother. I was so happy seeing them both but when I saw her mother and went up to her and patted her on the shoulder to give her a hug and say hello, she started screaming and hollering at me that I had not spoken to them for 8 years. I stood my ground and told her it was her choice not having no contact with the family for a long time and she is not to blame it on me like she has always done so in the past with her lies and convincing other family members I was always the liar and now family knows she is the liar and no one wants nothing to do with her and I am glad she is out of my life and taking her husband down with her. Dad walks into the room and told me to stand back while he told his daughter-in-law that I had every right to unhappy and mad at her and that what I said was true and that he had no time for his daughter-in-law whatsoever after she had written such a nasty and mean note he has thrown away. Dad turned around to face me, took my arm, and we walked out of the room, and we never looked back.
The Rest of My Day
I took a quick walk to Teamster Hall and back, and rested for the rest of the day waiting for CSE to call me back. CSE came down for awhile and left while I was asleep once again.
