My shower has been taken and I am in my “house dress” of choice this morning. I am not going anywhere today and I am looking forward to a day of relaxation after my IDS worker MJ leaves when we are done with food preparation for the week. It has been a long night for me for some reason but I am going to be the best I can.
For some reason, all afternoon, I just want to cry. The tears want to roll down my cheeks. I have no idea was to why I have this problem today. I had a great morning as far as having my shower and having MJ here preparing my meals for the week. I decided to watch, after buying it on Vudu, the movie “Heaven is Real” that became popular this summer based on a true story and book written by a Pastor named Todd Burpo. The story accounts his son Colton Burpo’s experience during the time he was in the hospital with an ruptured appendix at the age of 4. The movie was very good but the book told the story better to me. Even though I said that the book told the story better, I do highly recommend the movie to others. The wanting to cry had occurred before watching the movie and I did cry through parts of the movie and a little afterwards. I am going to be okay. I believe I just had an afternoon of release.