LOL

I had more on my mind to write about tonight than I had thought, huh? LOL. It is only 8:30 p.m. here right now – an hour and a half before bed time. i have two entries before this one with a lot of thought. I really do not know how much sense my two entries before this one made, but I have a lot of words tonight – more than I had thought or intended. Today has been a busy and lazy day at the same time. Well, now with my thoughts out for the night, I am going to go for now. Good night y’all! Bye

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

“NESSY”

It has been a while since I have spoken to my friend Nessy. Nessy and I met at college last semester and we have become fast friends. But for the past three weeks, we have not really spoken to each other because we have been busy with school and work. For the rirst time in three weeks, I heard drom Nessy. I did not call her for the past three weeks because I have been very busy with school. Nessy did ask me in the past if I was mad at her because we have not been talking to each other for a while. She did think incorrectly because I am not mad at her at all. I knew that she was busy with school and work that I have not heard from her for a long time too so I thought that it was for the best for her to get a hold of me when she was ready. I did not feel that I should be calling her at this time. I am not saying that our friendship is gone but it did fizzle out somewhat because we have been busy and going in other directions. I will always be nice to her anytime we talk – that will never change.

Well, Nessy called me tonight and she did not sound too hot. She sounded horrible as a matter of fact. I took her call without hesitation even though I allowed the ph9ne to ring two times before I picked up the phone. I felt sidetracked that her phone call had gone right over my head. She had told me that she had been sick and she might have appendicitis! That woke me up and I jumped out of my reverie for a few minutes. she had told me that she had an appointment in the morning before noon with a doctor and she had to take some stuff before going to bed tonight. You know that chalky stuff! YUCK! Nessy was also telling me that she had been throwing up and did not have a fever and her side hurt. YIKES! I do feel bad for Nessy, that’s for sure! OUCH!!!

Please pray for Nessy (Janessa Ols0n). Thanks!

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Helping a Friend Today

I really do not have a whole lot to say today except for the fact that I had someone comoe today to help me clean my place up, and that it was fairly lazy all day for me. I did not have any classes today so I decided to stay home even though no one was coming to visit me at all except for the early part of the afternoon. I did, however, made a phone call to a friend this morning and found out that she needed to go to the grocery store. As it turned out, this very friend and I got together for a while this morning while she went grocery shopping. My friend Mark helped her out as well as far as transportation and such. My friend Janie, a friend who needed help today got her help and yet she had a good time while being with Mark and me. (Did I say that rght? My friend Janie had to give up her job as a data entry ooerator some days ago and now she is need of prayer for her financial situation. The other day, while we were talking, she had mentioned the thought of having to move. I did not know what to think at those words as I felt silent to those horrible sounding words. I would hate to see her move, but if she has to, to make it in life, then I do understand, but I would hate to see her move because of finances being a problem now that she is not working. I have thought, since last night that she needed some help with something so when I called her this morning and found out what she needed, I could not even think of making feel stranded without food. She needed to go grocery shopping and I did not know howo she was going to get everything she needed in the physical pain she has been in, which has caused her to leave her job in the first place. I knew that she had money from her last paycheck and that her rent has been paid up to a certain point but i could NOT see my friend Janie sitting in her apartment without food. That was going on in my mind all night and I had awakened with that thought knowing she needed some help. Helping Janie this morning made my heart feel warm and comfortable knowing that I did something for someone and not for me. Seeing my friend Janie and soending time with her this morning was something for me but I was doing it all for Janie. The thought of her moving right now is not one of happy thoughts right now. What a friend Janie is. A good one that is.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Showing Appreciation to Someone

I do not know why my heart is feeling a little lost right now but I have an inkling as to why my heart is feeling like such. I had sent my adoptive Mom a note with these words:

Thank you for doing your job so well.

You go above and beyond the call of duty –

You risk your life to save others.

What could be more selfless than that?

This note of appreciation is to let you know that you do not go unnoticed.

and I had touched her heart. I wish that other people, the tenants of the building would see her the way I do. I wish that people would give her respect when she works hard but respect is very little around here.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

The Kink

I had awakened with a kink in my neck this morning on the right side. OUCH!!! It still hurts but it does not hurt as bad as it did this morning. I could not turn my neck to the right very well today but now with some heat on it after getting home from school I can turn it enough before it says enough. It still wants to catch and it is a pain in the neck! OUCH! I am going to have to put more heat on it later tonight. I also put Icy Hot on it and that has helped slightly since it was a half an hour ago I had applied the ointment. Turning my neck is not as painful or as achy. That is the kink in my neck story today, LOL

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment

My Day Today

Being a Sabbath keeper and not ashamed of sharing that with other people of different faiths or those who do not beleve in God at all, I went to church this morning with Nellie Mom and G. After church we had potluck at the church and very few people came. As Nelle, G, and I sat at the table, no one visited us at all. I had to go up to the people to talk to them. ๐Ÿ™‚

After potluck, we all came home and separated from each other and went in our own directions meaning apartments. there I had turned on the television to listen to Contemporary Christian music, and dozed off on the futon for THREE HOURS! ๐Ÿ™ Anyway, I have gotten up when I got a phone call at 5:30 p.m. this evening/early evening from my friend Catie who wanted to know if I had anything for supper yet. We talked for awhile and when we hung up, I stayed awake since then. Now I am going to be up for a while, LOL. A late night for me I think. I hope not anyway!!! Nellie Mom was not so lucky being able to take a nap. Her phone rang seven times and I was one of those seven calls. ๐Ÿ™

As for the rest of my day, I am at home just waiting for time to pass. It is now 9 p.m. here at home and time is not really slipping by fast or fast enough, LOL. Boy what a slow night. The only part of my evening I am really enjoying is talking to AUssie Deaf Man at MSN messenger. I do not know how long we have been talking at this point but it has been lots of fun. I also enjoy reading his entries at Dear Diary.

Well, that takes care of tonight. Gotta run for now. More tomorrow if I have time.

Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Friday Night Thoughts

Oh my goodness, I can not really find the words to write in my journal tonight really. For a person who loves to write, that can sometimes be considered “writer’s block”, but tonight I have to admit that it is not at all ‘writer’s block”. I wish I could say that, but then it would be lying and I would be deceiving those who read my entries now and then. Tonight I am just having a hard time putting ALL my thoughts in writing. Everything seems to be mixed up and yet are able to be found in my mind. I have been looking forward to the week to end and the weekend to begin. As bad as my week was, the weekend was looking more pleasant than the week itself but after Wednesday, my week began to get better as each minute passed. Today, all day, I have noticed that everything seemed to be falling into place instead of out of place. After being a so-called victim of other people’s gossip and rumors, I really did not know what to think at first except cry, be angry, and be confused to why people can be so cruel and nasty no matter how nice you are to them. I have cried many tears since October 1st because I had lost a dear friend, Christine, to cancer and then I was seeing everything else fall out of place from that day forward. Now the tears have been relieved and no more tears are shed at this time. I had talked to Nellie Mom about what was on my mind last night for the past few days and after talking to her about what was on my mind, I did not realize it until after I got to school that a big burden was lifted off my heart and mind. Once again Nellie Mom has made things better. Nellie Mom is a special person in my life.

I feel that this week has been a merry-go-round all week long. It did not start out so well and it ended just great. I have learned that I have one great teacher up in heaven and that is God. No matter what happened this week in my life, I went to school to all my classes even though I felt like staying home and hiding in my apartment all day and night. I feel that I have accomplished something big in my life. I am such an emotional person at times and yet as emotional as I am, I can yet smile. I have, just like everyone else, endured so much in life and yet I am still here and alive and doing fine. I believe that Satan, that horrible deceiving angel of light, really got a hold of me this week. I am SO GLAD that my world is now sunny again even though the weather outdoors is cold and rainy and gloomy. I am afraid that winter has arrived here and it is not a very pleasant time of year for me. Oh well.

Even though I have had a merry-go-round kind of week, I do have to admit that I am doing well in school. I got all my mid-term grades today and I have four satisfactories in my four classes. I am a VERY happy person today. YES! The class had gotten their homework back from our algebra teacher today for set 5 and I got an 80%, a B-,, and I am VERY happy. It is close to a C but HEY, I can not argue on the two C’s I have gotten in algebra at this time when the rest are B’s. I am VERY happy. Also, the other day I took a test for basic skills math and I had not done so well and I got a 64% so I had reviewed what I did wrong with the instructor and took the first retake and I found out today I got an 80%, which is something I did not expect really. Now I can go on with the next unit and the next unit I will be doing will be algebra. I just love algebra! COOL! I have been working VERY hard on getting the grades I have been getting.

My week is ending out wonderfully. It is almost ironic to have my week beginning so not so wonderful and end out just wonderful!!

Posted in Uncategorized | 1 Comment

Thanks for Comments For Yesterday’s Entry

After having such a weird week this week, today, I do have to admit that I am doing better today. I would like to thank those who took the time to read my entry yesterday and comment such nice comments. I know that gossip and rumors is not a very good thing to talk about or even write about when it affects you and the people around you. What I have found out is you can not trust everyone in your life and no matter where you live, you will run into people who are unhppy and mind everyone’s business but their own. I know I have been hurt because I have been a “victim” of such gossip and rumors and that hurt is going away now even though it is slowly and surely. I am finding myself not a very happy woman right now having to resort to leaving to do errands or go to school and coming straight home to my apartment and locking my door with me sitting among my belongings and staying away from certain people. That is one change in life I have to get accustomed to.

More later

Posted in Uncategorized | 1 Comment

Monday, Tuesday, and Right into Wednesday!

I have not been in the best of moods for the past two days. In fact, I am finding myself a little down and depressed because of the “why” of the not the best of moods. I am sitting here thinking of why people do the things they do just to irritate, aggrevate, and or make someone else very unhappy. It does not matter where we go in life, there is going to be someone who is so unhappy that they could and would complain about every little thing and what is already being done does not satisfy their wants. There is ALWAYS a bowl of cherries with some rotten cherries in it! This is such an imperfect world. I am finding myself that in order to be happy I have to make myself happy and no one else. I know that I do not make everyone in my life happy either with decisions I make, etc…, so I have to do what I have to do to make me happy. I have not been in the best of moods since Monday. In fact, I have been doing a lot of crying at night before I go to bed. I have been hurting in my heart so bad that the tears have been many. I still want to hide in a corner or be in the confines of my apartment, and cry all the tears out that are still wanting to be shed. I am not feeling very happy right now and haven’t been happy since Monday night. I feel that I have been accused of something I know I am not doing even thouogh the person is not accusing me of anything but blowing off steam themself. I also feel that I am so hated by a group of people that among themselves they are saying that I am spreading rumors and lies all over the place such as the internet and to other people. What a life these people live! Not a happy life!!! Such gossip and rumors CAN BE hurtful and I surely do have an aching heart because of gossip and rumors. YUCK!

to be continued

Posted in Uncategorized | 2 Comments

Just Dropping a Line Quickly – Entry 1

I am not at school today. I have an appointment this morning to get my hair done. It needs a trim and a color job. Don’t worry, LOL, it is a natural blonde that I am having done to it. I have someone coming about 1 p.m. this afternoon to drop off some food I had ordered from Schwan’s some time back. They have a website you can order from at http://www.schwans.com>Schwan’s. I hope you can see the link. LOL Sometimes I have difficulties with adding links to pages or entries.

I ave an appointment this morning to get my hair done. YEAH! It needs to be redone with the color I had done weeks ago. In fact my hair should have been touched up a couple of weeks ago or so as color does not last very long. Anyway, it NEEDS to be done.

I have to say that this is a quick entry for sure. I will be back later. I really do not have any plans of going anywhere special after my appointment at the hairdresser’s anyway. I will write more later if I have the chance. I do have an idea for an entry anyway. Good bye for now.

Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment