This Afternoon

Posted on November 10, 2002 by ksmiley

This afternoon, at 1:15 p.m., I will going to a Holiday Remembrance program at one of our city churches here. I am going because I was unable to go to Christine Kane-Gagne’s funeral when se died because she lived in Michigan and I live in Wisconsin. Anyway, I could not go because Michigan is an hour ahead in time from our time. I do not know what they do at these Holiday Remembrance programs but I will find out in a wihle when I get there and it begins at 2 p.m.. A former neighbor of mine is picking me up this afternoon. Am I nervous…NAH! If I am nervous, I am nervous about other things than the program this afternoon. Anyway I am fine here.

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The “Toenail” on my Right Little Toe

Posted on November 9, 2002 by ksmiley

Why am I even mentioning this?? 🙂

At this time, until a new toenail grows back, I do not have a toenail on my little right toe. It had come completely off last night while I was trying to clip it down. IT HURT when it came off, TOO! I was practically screaming my head off but it was only my conscience screaming inside my little head. It even bled to the point that it scared me pretty bad. LOL OUCH!! Anyway, I have no toenail on my little right toe right now and it is going to take some time for it to grow back but right now it is covered up and medicated. Because if my chances of getting infection, I had an Urgent Care doctor look at my toe late afternoon to check for infection or signs of problems but there is no infection at this time because this ol’ me, with experience growing inside all the time, I took care of my “owie” correctly last night and this morning and afternoon. So…if there was any signs of infection earlier, there is definitely no sign of it now. SMILE…

My Day Today Minusing the Toenail Story

Other than my little trip to the Urgent Care facility earlier this afternoon, my day was more or less filled with sleep and worry about my toe. Okay, i mentioned the toe! The phone dod not ring except for twice this morning when I had awakkened from my night’s nap but both those calls were fairly important. I would have gone to church tihs morning but I did not feel all that great. I have my period now and its flow has been somewhat heavy at this time. Sorry abouot grossing out any men! LOL I was also worried about my toe until the doctor looked at it even though the doctor was a totall stranger to me but a nice woman doctor. In fact, I was kind of embarrased about worryiing so much but I was not ging to take any chances of infection if any was there or soon coming. I HATE infections!!

Time to Go

It is getting late here. It will be 10 p.m. Saturday night in a half an hour. I think I have said what I wanted to stay and I wish I could say more but I have run out of words and if I do write anything more, I am just talking to talk. I have watched Touched By An Angel”, The District”, and now I am watching “The Agency” A lot of gun fire and a death has occurred. EEEK!! What a show this is! Well, gotta run for now…bye.

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Silver Ring Splints

Posted on November 8, 2002 by ksmiley

I have to tell you about Silver Ring Splints. I have them for three fingers on my right hand to prevent them from swan-necking. I have cerebral palsy (CP) and my fingers swan-neck a lot and sometimes after a while they snap and that hurts. I got them this past Tuesday as one of my appointments I had to go to and I love them. They really help my fingers from swan-necking and hurting when they snap. I have not gotten used to them yet but I am getting used to them very fast. I do have to admit that it is a slight change of things as far as my fingers go but I do have to admit that they are doing better now then they were before I got my silver ring splints.

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Today Is Not So Bad – Entry Two

Posted on November 6, 2002 by ksmiley

Missing Words

As I was reading the first entry of my day, I noticed that I missed words while I was typing and I do not always catch my mistakes before later! Oh boy…oh boy.

My Last Thought

When you have learned something, what do you do? I am sorry that I am so vague in my probblem tonight but I did learn something that sounded scary and finding out that your feeling of security has been breached and now something is being done about it. When you have learned someth9ng, what do you do?

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Today Is Not So Bad – Entry One

Posted on November 6, 2002 by ksmiley

I do have to admit that I am having a good day today, but the weather can be a little bit nicer in reality. Even the weather in my imagination is a little dreary! I had awakened to another rainy, cloudy day this November day of the 6th and believe me, I wanted to stay home. Some days I can just really take the weather and shove it away. it rained all day yesterday and it kind of dark and dreary all day long. If I did not have any appointiments yesterday, I would have slept ALL DAY long yesterday and forgot about my day altogether but I had two exciting appointments yesterday I dared not to miss.

A look at Tomorrow

Tomorrow is another day of appointments. I only have one at 1:45 p.m.. I am getting my flu shot tomorrow. YEAH! I always get them every year. Otherwise my day is free to do what I please or wish to do before and after that, but that is when I aim home. When I am out and about, I kind of have to go by the transportation time. You see, I ride a special van called Specialized Transit. Sometimes, LOL, I have to wait for a long time for the ride to retrieve me from the appointment back to home.

Ksmiley

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My Day at An End

Posted on November 4, 2002 by ksmiley

The end of my day

Ahhh…time is now 9:09 p.m. and my day has now wended. I had watched my 7 p.m. show 7th Heaven, and now I am getting ready for the rest of the night. I am thinking of going to bed shortly. I am beginning to feel droopy in the eyes and sleep SHOULD NOT be hard to find tonight. Emilee Cuddles here is not too far from me. She is on the futon waiting for me to hop into bed and snuggle in for the night. Sleep does not seem that far away as every minute ticks on and away. Ah…Tuesday is one day I am looking forward to. YEAH!

One Last Thought

I really do not know what else to say tonight. I am getting tired and whatever comes next – sleep hopefully – comes next. Nothing on television now and so I am just surfing the web tonight and having a good time. I am glad that my day went well and great without problems. Always, it seems anyway, Mondays are somewhat manic in my life because I have two days off of sch9ol from Friday afternoon to Sunday night, and sleep is definitely not hard to find but oit is kind of off. Last night I did not get to sleep until after midnight and I had to get up at 6:30 a.m. to get ready for school and leave by 7:30 a.m.. What a beautiful day this day definitely was!!

Good Night

I have no more to say tonight. Good night and God bless you all!

Ksmiley

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My Day

Posted on November 4, 2002 by ksmiley

My day today was great!

Although my day was slightly on the long side, I had a great day. I got a lot done at school today and I am very happy with my accomplishments as well as my “to do list” had everything checked off “DINE” With it being 5 p.m. now, I am kind of tired and ready for my evening to close with a goiod sleep in mind. I hope I sleep well tonight, anyway. I have been falling asleep with the television on lately, LOL

Ex Boyfriend Called Earlier

I did expect a call from my ex boyfriend “D” or from my friend “M” but the call in itsellf was not expected really, The conversation between “D” and I was something I somewhat expected by the outcome of it, NOT expected whatsoever. I knew that the relationship “D” was in would not have lasted long for many reasons but the fact that he wants to find another girlfriend by surfing the internet. I wish, as friends “D” and I are today, that “D” would not even get involved with anyone on line but then again I can not control him and only ask him out of kindness and loving friendshiop to be extremely careful and I was very much promised that he would be careful. Just the thought of my so-called relationship with a man on the internet going sour over a year ago now, makes me remember what a jerk that man really was as well as a liar and a cheat. Oh boy, I hope “D” is CAREFUL! I WOULD NEVER GET INVOLVED IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN ON THE INTERNET AGAIN and that is a PROMISE and nothing more.

Time to go.

I know I did not write much this evening but I have to go. I am getting tired and I am now getting ready for bed. Nothing much is going on right now anyway and I am a little bit too tired to do much more of anything. Anyway I had a GREAT day and I am happy of the outcome my day ended even though bed time is a bit off yet. I have to watch tonight’s episode of 7th Heaven tonight! Gotta run now. Bye…

Ksmiley

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Entry 1

Posted on November 3, 2002 by ksmiley

A Bundle of Nerves

Ok…this is it. I am a bundlle of nerves this morning. I will be seeing someone this afternoon for lunch at a nearby restuarant at 12:30 p.m., I have not seen this person in a long time. The last time I saw this person, a man, was on October 16th at a board meeting dinner for IDS (Independent Disabilities Servces). We chattted briefly, yes, and we have exchanged telephone numbers, and I am willing to give a second change. But I have a feeling that all this man does is base our friendship on religion and religion alone. That is scary. I feel that friendship is NOT based on just religion and religion alone. People are around believers and non believers a like and we associate with many of either the believers or non believers.

I have asked him not to talk about religion

Ok…I did call my friend who I am having lunch with at 12:330 p.m. and I asked him if we not talk about religion because we end up arguing about what is written in the Bible and what is not written in the Bible. Weare still having lunch but we will see if he will heed dto my not wanting to talk about religion.

Ksmiley

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My Saturday – My Day

Posted on November 2, 2002 by ksmiley

Church and Potluck

I go to church on Saturdays and so I went to church this morning. A neighbor came and picked me up for Bible Study, which we call Sabbath School, so I would not miss the study time with the pastor and other members of the church. After Sabbath School, I went to the Worship service and the Pastor was speaking on “Stewardship” this morning. It was a very good sermon and it really opened my eyes and I am still thinking about it. AFter church, we had potluck. I had baked some bread for today’s potluck and it was so good. After potluck, the Pastor and his wife brough me home where I rested and took a nap and decided to get on line for a while. It was a good Sabbath day. The weather was beautiful. The weather had a little nip to it but it was comfortable and the sun was out all day until the sun set at 4:30 p.m..

My Day in general

I did have a good day. I do not think the nap kind of threw me off a bit but I think I will be okay. I am awake and clear minded. I can tell you that my fouton is VERY comfortable at times and other times it is not. LOL

talking to others onlin this evening

It is going on 7L30 p.m. Saturday night here in WI, and I just got done chatting with another diarist named “ADM”. We chatted for a while this evening about the disabled and politcs. I rarely talk about politics with others because of the harshness some people think of such, but “ADM” and I had a real good conoversation going on politics. I, as a person with a disability, do complain about things as far as politics is concerned as well as fight for the rights of the disabled and such, and always we have to take oour concerns to people who run in office that relate to the government. I do have to admit that I was once one of many people yet today, who did not take an interest in politics but lately I have been getting into politics a little more stronger than years ago. I am probably taking the politics into more interest because it can affect my life as a citizen in the United States.

Just Thinking of Things…

As far as politics are concerned, I think that the negative ads and downing the running parties for votes is simething I do not care for really. That is the part of the politics I do not care for really. Whoever gets into office will prove to do well or not well later on and that is the way it seems to go. My friend Mark wishes that those who are runninig for office such as Governor or Senate would stop bashing their opponents and sit down and talk about the issues and see what really is the problem. I have inclined to agree 100%. My friend Mark is right in my eyes. I think those negatie ads about each party could end.

Time to Go

I have run out of thought, LOL I am also getting ready for bed and it is kind of late. As far as time goes, my body is still saying it is going on 9 p.m. even though it is going on 8 p.m. now. My day has started out great and fine, and it is going to end the same way. emilee just came out of hiding, LOL, to show me that she is still around.

Ksmiley

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Trying to Find the Right Words!

Posted on November 1, 2002 by ksmiley

Finding the Right Words

I do have to admit that I can not find the right words today, LOL. When I had written the first entry of the day, I was writing about a particular someone who happened to be in the same room as myself, and I was feeling very uncomfortable. I then deckded to delete the entry and start all over again, so please excuse me for deleting an entry. Anyway, the title was a little bit off with the words I had written in the first place. Anyway, writing about that one person, with her sitting behind me facing the other direction, made me feel very comfortable. I think I will talk about that situation another time.

The Phone Keeps Ringing!

LOL, the phone has been ringing off the hook since I have been home from school and running errands, and believe me, I wish “some” people would leave a message at my voice mail! That would be considerate of those who do call. My ex-roomate, who I am now having difficulties again that are personal issues, tells me that the number is not right on the voice mail that she did not leave a message. I call my own number and get the voice mail and the number I hear is my own number, and I am finding my ex-roommate a liar now. Come on!





Ksmiley

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