Homework For Counseling Session
Oh, no, my gracious, how in the world is this going to go. When it comes to writing my feelings, I find myself in stressful situat=\
]ions where I cannot write my feelings at the time. Giving time after the situation has become a memory is when I can write my feelings out best. Writing my negative feelings that are right then will become fuck this, fuck that, and fuck you IS NOT the right time to write my feelings. I need to simmer down from my anger and give it a few hours before writing my feelings in words in a written document. When I have had time to think about my situation and the feelings I have dealt with that were negative, I, then, can write my feelings I have experienced in the days. Writing my feelings IS NOT an easy task, unfortunately. My counselor Deb J wants me to write about how my feelings are when my dad brings up something negative from the past. Now, please remember that I have to apologize to my dad yet, and Jackie has come up with an idea about my apology. Will talk about that soon, ok? Anyway,I have two weeks since May 23rd to do this assignment for Deb J. I know several people with the name Deb, Julie, and Jackie now, LOL!! I am, for the first time in a long time, I am not looking forward to writing my feelings. Uugghh!
My Weekends
I look forward to the weekend finally being here. Every other weekend my boyfriend and his mom come to visit after church Saturday afternoon during Sabbath hours. I enjoy their visits. Anyway, this weekend I just have cares for a couple of hours in the morning, and depending on it being Jackie or Deb on Saturday and Sunday, my caregivers make sure I do get to the bathroom and back to my bedroom. I relax on the weekends lying on my bed on the weekend days we call Saturday and Sunday. I watch TV, read, and get to my journaling. Yeah, I know I haven’t written for several days since May 14, 2024. I was dealing with some raw emotions lately no thanks to my parents and family members these days.
Now with the weekend is here today, May 25, 2024, I can concentrate on what needs to be done.
