June 1–What is on My Mind?

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Yippee, May is gone, and June has FINALLY arrived. Woohoo! Now, for a Saturday evening I have been watching Chicago Med on Peacock on my fire TV in my bedroom. I feel wide awake this evening and my mind is having a hard time relaxing and not sleeping. Some thoughts are keeping me awake after 10 PM to be very honest with you and myself. It is going to be a long night and I want my sleep! Unfortunately, it will not come. Uugghh! Oh well, Jackie will be here in the morning and after she leaves, I can sit back and relax without taking a nap, Naps are good sometimes.

What is on My Mind?

The fact that my apology to my dad is on my mind. Certain thoughts are creeping in about it and the negative aspect of it is coming and going right now. It is definitely bothering me a lot. The negative aspect is that my dad will not accept my apology because I took too long to give him the apology and has walked away from me for the rest of his life. This thought frightens me so much that I am feeling a little nervous about doing it. I have not heard from him since he told Jackie he was not talking to me until I apologize for what I said even though I did speak the truth.

With that said I have been thinking about the ends times and I have texted Julie M my thoughts to her that I have something to say at another time. What did I say? I am beginning to understand about Bible Prophecy more today 1999. Telling her this is nothing but the truth as far as Bible has taught me about God’s plans in our lives, and what will happen. I know Jesus’ return is coming soon and I am living in the last days of this world. Am I scared? No, I am not. I am literally shaking in my boots and get goosebumps when I hear about prophecies being fulfilled about Jesus’s return to bring us back to him in the world He has created for us. I feel I have screwed up too many times that I get lost in the shuffle.

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