Dialysis Update
Do not mind me. I am still frustrated with coming and going to dialysis yet. Although I get there early today, I got out early, but didn’t have to wait for my ride past 2:52 PM. I did get home by 3 PM today. Getting to dialysis on time for the past month has been a nightmare. MTM and YBWF is not communicating well between one another. So I do not know who to blame. Something is not working right. Today I got in and out early for a treat. I have been looking forward to the weekend coming. Dialysis went through the cycle very well in two hours and forty-five minutes. I was glad to get out by 2:30 PM. Dialysis is now over until Monday morning around 11:45 AM.
Medical Rides
I will be very honest with you. If YBWF continues to be playing with my hours with MTM, I will be calling dialysis to tell them that I will not be coming in because my ride is still not here. I have gotten to the point where I am done playing certain mind games. It is absolutely ridiculous to get my rides settled in the right way. I have SHC tears in frustration with YBWF and MTM. Yet, taking dialysis seriously during the week is indeed crucial. I will not continue playing nor stop complaining at MTM until they stop messing up my appointment times. People are beginning to understand that you DO NOT put me in a corner without a fight ensuing because there will be a fight. I am sick and tired of my rides being messed up and being told I am lying or just like to complain. I am doing my best at making things right is all. Jackie has proof that I am not a liar when it comes to observing what is wrong with anything. No one has the right to scare the crap out of me without having some words. I am not a lady when it comes to my temper or meltdowns these days. It will turn into fuck this, fuck that, or fuck you attitude, and the bad side of me is not at all afraid to speak my mind at times. My cat Millie is timid and Magic is afraid of men unless it is his daddy, my boyfriend Ken and Grandma Tanya. I am not exactly timid like Millie.
With that all said now, I have peace now. I am now home ready to sit back and read a bit before going to sleep for the night, and wait for my cares for Saturday morning and evening with Deb. I think I am now, once again, caught up with my journaling now. I am always running behind in my journaling these days most of the time and I hate falling behind.
