Something Is Not Right

With my birthday and the Fourth of July being done for another year, I have had dialysis and have been home for the day. My caregiver JP needs her break, and I need a break from her, too. She does not want my caseworker at TMG to know she is going on vacation, and I find that wrong and stupid. It is making me feel sick to my stomach, and I’m not particularly eager to keep things from my caseworker through TMG. I need to find a way to tell JM my feelings without fear. It has to be talked about and dealt with. My heart is aching, and I feel sick and dread keeping things quiet. I have to find the right words.