Sometimes Those Feelings of Hestitation Happen

Today is the day I go to the benefit for my friend Christine. My friend is fighting cancer and is raising money to pay the medical bills of her treatment and I am having mixed feelings today. I don’t know if I should cry or be happy as the feelings I am feeling are mixed up and strange. I am not going to hesitate about going or anything because these legs of mine are going to the benefit and I am going to see that friend rather this is the last time or not the last time I will see her alive. I just don’t know. My cat Emilee is sticking close to me today and at this time she is being very loveable, kissy, and talkative. Amazing girl she can be. I don’t doubt an animals intelligence or understanding of things whether or not they can understand what you say or do. She just purred and meowed her hello to me as I bent down to give her a kiss on the forehead. I had to take a break from my writing here and feed her as she was also hungry and thirsty already this morning.

I don’t really have a whole lot of time to write now as I have to get myself going and ready for the benefit this afternoon. I have to take a shower/bath yet! It is going on 8 a.m. now and I have been up since 5:15 a.m. this morning ready to go for my day. I had fallen asleep last night before the Perry Mason Mystery was even over as I was watching that last night! I remember waking up, to the television and shutting it off, at 11:45 p.m. last night and falling back to sleep on the couch. I was planning on NOT sleeping on the couch last night but there I stayed all night anyway, lol! I was so comfortable I guess, hey…

This might not be the only entry I write today but the weather does look a little bleak this morning – more rain heading our way, I don’t know. I do know that we were expecting to have four to six inches of snow today but all I see is greenness of the ground and a wetness from dew and a cloudy sky that does not eevn threat the word SNOW in the plans today. It did not even feel that terribly cold this morning when I walked into my bedroom, where I should have been sleeping all night, to close the bedroom windows. In fact it was a cool Spring morning coolness in the air that I felt.

Well, I better be going now. Later…

To be continued….

Published by


As a diarist and blogger, please bear with me as I continue to upgrade my blog as time moves forward. Thank you.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *