The Blahs

I really do not want to do much today. The weather looks icky outdoors as more rain comes and goes. Farmers need the rain indeed but we surely don’t need it for depression and anxiety that has plaqued me for the past two in a half weeks. Tomorrow I am going to see my primary doctor regarding medications for anxiety and depression since it has taken this long to snap out of anxiety and depresssion alone. What fun this really is…NOT! I feel blah and blue today and I have no plans today as today is supposedly Easter Sunday. To be very honest with you, it is just another Sunday today as the other Sundays I have already seen and left behind. Easter is another pagan holiday which rabbits and chicks, and eggs have come into play. The real meaning of the holiday is Jesus and what he did for us by dying on the cross. Every year anyway, Easter is pushed from date to date making Jesus’ death unknown except for the fact that he was crucified on Friday before Sabbath and rested on Sabbath (Saturday) and rose on Sunday, making the Sunday, the day he rose from the dead. I do not want to cause a great big controversy so I am going to end it here. I have no plans for today. The sun is trying to come out to play but I do not know what is going to happen as far as that goes. The weather is rainy and wet and kind of dark in a corner of the sky. It is just an icky day and it has been going on like this since the middle of the week – the threat of rain and thunder as days pass by. I have had too much grayness and want some sunlight now. It is depressing and just blah blah blah. I know I am not the only one who feels icky inside.

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I feel I am back to journaling once again.
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