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I do not know if I am going to be on line very long today because the weather looks a little iffy outside. It rained yesterday, too, and as matter of fact, it thundered in the afternoon while I was at my doctor’s appointment which started late and I had to wait for forty-five minutes for my ride afterwards! It got chilly outside but it was bearable for the length of time I stood outside waiting. This might the only entry I write today but who really knows except God.

I found out yesterday that my Oral Communications instructor will not be on campus tomorrow or Monday, so I do not to be at school tomorrow. I really do not know how I feel about that but I am staying home. I have another four day weekend coming AGAIN! I am so GLAD that I have class at 9 a.m. Monday morning otherwise I would have had a five day weekend. BORING just thinking about it.

I talked to my friend Nana yesterday and I am not sure how I feel about that as well. It has been a stressful time for me everywhere I go lately. It is a pain lately and practically a disaster. Depression has set in and my anxieties have been raised off and on since Grandpa Clarence died. I can not believe that people can’t leave people alone anymore and troubles arise and things happen. The peaceful environment I once experienced is now not as comfortable as it once was. It is almost frightening to leave my place because there are people who watch your every move sometimes. I am pretty much staying away from people in my building because the tension is so high and even in my own apartment the tension is higher than usual. It is frightening to some point I have not felt like talking a lot as I have a one track mind lately. It is even hard to concentrate at school as my mind feels fuzzy and confused with other things. It does not make sense right now. Even my own apartment feels like a stranger! That’s scary!