I Have A Lot To Say Tonight

Tuesday Afternoon

Have any of you been reading about the blaster Worm that can come through you server and affect vulnerable computers? Well, my ISP, which is SBC (formerly known as Ameritech) was hit by that worm and it affected a lot of vulnerable computers – one of them being mine. The worm is called Lovesan and it affected many people as it will not allow you to get online and if you did, it would only be a few minutes. My stepfather was called yesterday, and we spent two hours over the phone and we got it taken care of the worm and made sure that my computer had the latest updates and made sure that my antivirus prgram was updated as well..noticing that it was need of updating the day my stepfather and I took care of the problem.

As you can probably figure out, I was pretty upset and I immediately called my stepfather in regards to the computer problem and both of us took care of it in time. I had told my boyfriend Rick about it and he told me that I was over reacting and other junk like that. Did I not have a right to be upset? Yes I did and my stepfather understood and found what was happening by reviewing the net on the latest viruses and worms. I think, even more so now, that I was very frustrated because it affected my computer so it would not surf the net but for five minutes!

First Spat

RIck and I had our first spat yesterday.


I am not sure of a lot of things right now regarding my boyfriend Rick, but he is coming across as the jealous type all of a sudden. He is sending up red flags in my mind and our relationship and he has been acting funny since he met my parents who visited last week for a quick lunch and to see each other. He came across to my parents as a likeable person and everything? Is he beginning to show his true colors now? Is jealousy involved?

My Doctor’s Appointment

Every year, because I am a kidney transplant recipient, I see a doctor who takes good care of me. The appointment went well today. The only thing about the appointment that I had a question about was being put on Lipitor due to high cholesterol. I was, until the doctor explained to me, afraid of taking such a pill but I have known of the pill’s good effects and what it does…brings down the “bad” cholesterol. I am glad that I got another year, and another month, out of my way regarding my transplanted kidney of fifteen years. I get my lab work done every month (12 times a year). Glad to be home and going to be sleeping in my bed.

Thinking of School Again

Ok…I have to admit that I am psyched about starting school a week from Monday. YEAH!

center>Sleeping in Bed Again!

I have vowed that this week I would begin sleeping in my bedroom again and the last couple of nights I have been and I have noticed that I have been sleeping well and feeling good and not tired when I wake up. I have not been restless at night apparently. A good thing indeed. YEAH! Good thing really…I start school August 25th!

Good Night and God Bless

I am going to say good night. Getting tired here. Good night and God Bless you all.

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2 Responses to I Have A Lot To Say Tonight

  1. Britani18 says:

    I did hear about the worm virus; it attacked my computer too. My computer was up and running in no time. What you a Rick are going through is a phase. Don’t worry, if you and him really want to make things work you’ll make it though. Henry and I have had our share of agurments, but we always make up. I wish you well.


  2. Froggy says:

    Yes, that worm caused a lot of problems for a lot of people. I am glad you had someone to help you get your computer back up and running properly.

    I hope things work out for the best for you and your boyfriend.

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