I really do not know what to say right now. I have been struggling with Accounting 1 when it comes to the tests and the tests alone. I can do the homework but when it comes to the tests, I have failed two of them and have to redo both tests because they did not balance! Lately I have not been myself and instead of myself I have been short with some of my friends. I have been doing a lot of crying as well and wanting to walk away from everything but here I am … still going to school and working hard as I can. With my crying, it has been a lot and I feel worse after the tears have been shed even. It scares me and I know it is will be okay at the end. I will not give up and I will not allow myself to give up so quickly, even. I think I am venting since I have not vented in a while and I have not taken the time to write in my journal here or at my school journal.