My world in school is over. I have decided to go into my Mary Kay business full-time this past Wednesday. I had lost my happiness in school for a while and prayed about it and came to the conclusion to do my business full-time. I will be withdrawing from school as of November 5th of this year, which is in about two weeks. I will not be returning in the Spring. My happiness is in my business and I am going to go into it full-time and become a saleswoman, which I do best and happy. I looked at my schooling realistically and found myself not graduating for a long time and I do not want to be a student forever or for life. I am not disappointed in my decision at this time but I am surely dealing with a lot of sleep during the day and awake during the night and that’s absolutely no fun whatsoever because I am tired most of the day and wanting to sleep all day long. Depression has hit indeed and I hate it witih a passion for sure. Anyway, my happiness is in my Mary Kay business and no longer in school. I have to be happy or I will be worse off than I am right now, Thank goodness for counseling at 2 p.m. on Mondya with GS. I hope he understands my findings.

Before I go…I just realized that my world in writing here at DD has been real low and short if I do write. I am coming back here as well on a daily basis gang. I miss all of this writinig of my feelings so badly that my world is not complete some days when writing is to none. As of November 1, 2004, I will be back at full swing. Until then, my writing will still be somewhat low and. I love it here too much to leave permanently, and now I can get back into the swing of reading other friend’s journals and leaving comments and such. I love you guys a lot and that is all that there is to it these days gang. Bye for now. I will write tomorrow sometime for sure…if I find the time. I am not bored yet anyway.