I could not leave this day…even before midnight…without writing an entry. All week this week, except Tuesday and today, I cleaned my apartment to make to make it liveable and comfortable for me. I was getting embarrassed having company come and seeing such a messy house/apartment and some things in dsarray. Yesterday, taking all day until 7 p.m. and a little after, to get all the apartment straightened and swept, mopped, vaccuumed. I think that getting rid of stuff and picking things up is the hardest of it all. I do believe that sweeping and mopping, and vaccuuming my apartment is hard to do to! I am just glad that yesterday is gone and tomorrow is coming and today is ending beautifully. I was bound determined to clean my apartment this week before the weekend came and I was able to relax, read, watch tv, nap, make inquiries on my future—in hopes that I will be able to get in at an online school for my Accounting Program. I have not given up on it at all!!!! Today was the best day of my life. I woke up in a clean apartment and felt happy — tired but happy, lol. Anyway, it was a good day. My spirits are up again…more so than the last couple of weeks. I have noticed it anyway. I wonder how long it is going to last…this happiness now. I won’t give up so quickly this time, either! I promise all of my frieinds and myself, and God. God has been so good to me lately. I have a good reason now as to why my happiness has sprouted up again. What a world!!!