No Intentions of Being A Stranger Here

WOW! It has been a while since I have taken the time to write here. I am here tonight to let everyone know I am doing fine and doing well in school. A lot of work is involved in going to school online but it is worth the time and the hard work, and late nights. Tonight is not going to be a late night, though. I am retiring earlier than I usually do because I am, for a change, tired and ready for bed. I have plans to be with a friend all day tomorrow. I am excited about that. I have been sleeping fine, just not all the hours I wish lately, but doing fine. School has been a joy and I am not really excited for the five weeks to end just yet, and I am in my third week of my first class right now. It is so fun1 I have been very busy, but no intention of being a stranger here.

Today was one of those days. I attended class, yes, but I was so tired and out of it all day long. Around 7 p.m. or so, I had found out why. I hate being a woman from time to time! I hate having such changes each month! It is just too much for me every month! I am ok, just hormones are raging. I felt like napping all day long and believe me, I did not want to. I sat here on my computer to do school work as much as I was able to. What a day today, but that does not tell you what happened on Monday when my emotions began to go off to another world beyond my understanding. Monday was not the greatest day for me either. I was so excited about seeing someone on Monday at 9 a.m. and it turned out afterwards that it just felt like why did I bother with such an appointment. I am off in school and doing my hardest and I won’t give up for anyone and for myself and I felt that I had walked into something that was out of my control. I wanted to scream, cry, but instead I just sat there feeling numb to the whole thing not understanding anything that was being explained to me. It was a horrible day for me, but I managed just fine regarding school. But that was not just the only thing that was off. I even had hung up on a good friend and that really hurt her feelings. When I was told this, I immediately thought about something — an apology to this dear friend — which did happen after I had gotten home and relaxed a bit. I HATE HORMONAL CHANGES! Sorry guys! LOL

Today was not at all a bad day.

Author: ksmiley

As a diarist and blogger, please bear with me as I continue to upgrade my blog as time moves forward. Thank you.

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