Today

Once again I know it has been a while since I had written but the month of August was not the greatest month I experienced. It was an emotional month for me and believe me, I think I am still having some side affects from the emotional turmoil I felt last month. Today I feel a little paranoid for some reason and it is all because of a tenant meeting that is going to be taking place at 5 p.m. this evening. It seems like these tenant meetings turn into “bitch” sessions among tenants because of the fact that they just do not get along with everyone. What is happening to people in today’s world? Satan is getting a hold of many of them and turning them against God for those who believe in Him. I also feel that God is very powerful and He knows what He is doing and why he is doing what he is doing but sometimes I do wonder if I am falling down so much because I am not relying on God everyday like I once did. I do not remember the last time I went to church with my friend PK and I know I should be going, and living at TM has not been the greatest until three months ago when we got our new management and maintenance person in June. However, I have been attending church on Sundays with friends of mine but yet I did not go much last month either or this past weekend. I do have to admit that I have down and anxious about a lot of things. The tenants who live here now have made me realize that trust is a big issue and I do not trust many tenants here anymore. The tenants I do trust are JS, the manager and her husband, and JS’s parents. That is only one tenant in this building I can fully trust.