Right now I am in the midst of changing the outlook of my diary here at DD for personal reasons and for something to do. I have had one helluva weekend that has caused my emotions to be real bad as I still reeling from being physically attacked by a person I thought was my friend but isn’t anymore after Friday’s physical altercation. I had no plans for Christmas Eve or Christmas Day and if I did have any plans made, I would have canceled them and stayed home alone with my cat Bing anyway because my emotions are still reeling from what happened Friday morning early afternoon. No, I did not have the greatest Christmas this year as this Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. were both tear filled and a lot of tears and crying has been going on. I have been unable to dream good dreams the past two days and the dreams I have been having is the altercation that happened on Friday. Even my throat is sore from screaming at the top of my lungs along with my voice is hoarse from the screaming. My throat is so sore that it feels like something has been scraping along the walls of my throat until they are raw. Bruises on my left leg is the same way, feeling like someone took a grate to my leg and scraped the skin off to its raw nature along with a graying that proves that I have been kicked to a pointless reason except for the fact that I was trying to escape the wrath of my attacker but couldn’t…Honestly, I can not say that my Christmas was perfect because it wasn’t. I can not lie.