I am not in the mood right now really … it was a LONG day and I do have to also admit that it was NOT the greatest day. For two hours today I had no dial tone to my phone line so the internet was not working for me. A couple of hours later, when the repairman came to check it out, we had come to find out that the test jack in the coat closet — the closet by the door to my apartment was disconnected and the connection was replaced and BAM there was once again a dial tone to my phone and the internet had come to work once again. I was so frustrated and confused as to what was going on but I do have to admit that I have to thank my neighbor and friend CKR for telling the repairman about the test jack in the coat closet or otherwise I believe the repairman and I would be at a loss for good. I was also upset with myself because during the time from finding out that I had no phone service for those two hours, I had bad anxiety that would not leave me alone or calm down on my breathing methods. The reason I have gotten upset with myself is because the problem with the dial tone being temporarily disconnected due to a small issue and there was absolutely no reason to be in a state of anxiety.
Because of what happened today, I had my friend CKR come by for the day and spend the day with me and take my keys with her when she left the apartment for a while. I did not feel comfortable being alone entirely in order to calm down. She stayed for quite awhile.
Last night we had a storm.