Ever since my last hospitalization last month, I do have to admit that I no longer look forward to the weekends when I do not feel good. This is one of those weekends – sort of – I am not totally looking forward to but only slightly. I have had my morning showers Monday – Thursday, and have my evening showers yesterday and today. My support system is not available much on the weekends after 9 pm Fridays and 615 pm Saturdays. I do not consider CSE my support system because she is not working for me or with me professionally. We shall see what the following week brings before the next weekend comes bounding in and out.