I decided not to go anywhere as of yesterday. No church at all this weekend. I decided to stay home and relax. I got my period sometime between Thursday night and Friday morning. It is flowing heavy this month because of the fact that I have been under some emotional stress and having some other issues. I have been an emotional mess the past few days. I do not want to be around too many people at this time. I just want to be around those who work with me like IDS, Catholic Charities, and Rescare. I really do not want any company. So I am going to take it easy this weekend and watch Netflix, TV, and do my Bible study/reading, writing, and go on Facebook, Twitter, and Path, and Whisper. My world is just not spinning my speed right now. It is spinning a little fast. I will be talking to my mom sometime tomorrow.
I have my shower at 345 pm today and 3 pm tomorrow. This is BS’s weekend. Monday will be here soon enough but I am going to let it come when it gets here this weekend. I am taking the days as they come right now. It is not the fact that I am dreading the upcoming week or anything… I am just allowing time to play its daily game. Yes, boredom has settled in but it will soon pass. I am here at home and not at church with friends and family this weekend and that is the price I pay when I decide to be all alone and I am home by myself with a lovely white cat named Bing Crosby.
I am not really in the mood to write but here I am writing away. This is my Saturday on August 9, 2014.