I will admit that I did write MM an email this morning and did call and left voice mails at work to talk to her about my email. She did call me after 7 PM … still at work at IDS when i received the call. I was surprised to see the number pop up on my phone at that hour. MM and I talked about my email and I tried to tell her how I felt about a couple of things…writing is better for me. Our conversation ended with that I was not to worry about our discussion and MM will take care of everything. I also told her, since we talked this evening we do not have to talk anymore this week (Friday) during our normal day and time. Believe me when I sometimes do not know if she will call me on Thursday or Friday. It varies from week to week and her schedule but she ALWAYS calls me. I had to talk to her about what happened yesterday so I considered our talk today/this evening as our normal call.
I am going to take my medication and head to bed early tonight. I am not feeling the hottest emotionally today. Talking to MM about what happened yesterday has helped enough that I will not lose sleep…hopefully. I am going to say good night and God bless.