Morning Thoughts

I am not sure if it is a good morning just yet.  I have been up a little before 7 AM hoping to have slept in until 7:45 AM this morning but of course that did not happen.  It always seems to happen with me a lot lately.  Either I sleep a lot or I do not sleep enough.  This sleep pattern I have right now is really driving me crazy to be very honest here.  I have no control.  With what happened yesterday afternoon in the lobby of the apartment complex my heart is very hurt by someone’s attitude (mentioned yesterday) and I have decided this time that she owes me an apology and our friendship is indeed over.  I have my shower gal MP coming at 9 AM this morning then the rest of the day is all mine and then I go to Beloit tomorrow to church with JM.  No, I will not be going to Woodland Community Church this week with Pastor V and his wife CV.  It is just going to be Bing Crosby the cat and I home all day bored to death or just relaxing,   I do not really feel like writing in my diary today but here I am doing just that despite how I feel.