Here I am … the need to speak … is happening right now. Today something did happen that I wish did not happen. I got online on my Facebook social media site and one thing happened that I did not want to see. A certain someone wanted to be my friend on Facebook. I have not given this person and his wife the time of day to be in my life for over a year now – maybe even longer – as I have unfriended and blocked them from seeing my page or they have blocked me for some reason or another. Well, I did not want to befriend them on Facebook again so I declined and blocked these people. From my experience with this person and his wife, I have learned that he is someone I cannot trust because he used to be married to two friends of mine who I have no real contact with or no contact whatsoever. One of his ex-wife CSE – formerly known as CKR – has some issues she needs to get help with. Her mental state is not good. In fact, she scares me and I do not need her complicated life to mix with my own life and make me feel unstable. I feel that her ex-husband has a hidden agenda in mind if I befriended him on Facebook from past experiences. He cannot be trusted and I am NOT going to give him the time to be an idiot toward me any time soon.