The tension in the catheter began once again. I was sent home without treatment and was asked to go in on Monday after my appointment was over at the hospital. I get my arms mapped again for a fistula/graft placement Monday at 8 AM or so. Upon being sent home early, I still had to wait for DKF at the clinic to pick me up between 12:30 and 1 PM because she was working for another client, and her husband SF was unable to help me. After getting home, I did not feel like celebrating America’s birthday either. I was in need to get myself calm again. I watch 3ABN until I was ready to go to bed. Now, it’s time for me to say good night. Please forgive me for not being in the mood for the past couple of days. I will celebrate my birthday another day. I am still happy I am fifty years old now.