A new dialysis week has come. I always have doubts about the catheter, and this time, I will allow God to manage my care while I go with the flow. Jesus has my back, even when I don’t expect it or see it. Am I right? “Now, take a deep breath, Kristi. You have been doing this for two years now. The technicians and nurses know what they are doing. So what that you have a catheter. You are not the only one who has had a fistula or graft go down, get repaired, and stop working. Be grateful for what you do have.“
I believe my fears play in my life too much. Yes, I am having changes in my life occurring right now, but these changes are reasonable. The most significant change will happen soon enough, and that will be good. I have to remember that I have control of some things in my life, but what I do not control is what God does, and He has his reasons. I have to sit back and breathe and take deep breaths at times. God is in control.
