I will not argue how my day had gone today, but I do have one complaint, though. I had a hard time waking up at 8 AM when Deb got here. Because of that, I ate breakfast while sitting in my lift chair and stayed in my bedroom until I left for my 2 PM nail appointment. I would have gone to my counseling appointment this morning but my ride was not scheduled in time so I cancelled it and will wait until April 2, 2024 for my next appointment. I go to Mercy Options now…. not Crossroads Counseling. I stopped going to see Dr. Sam because I saw twice and the third session was canceled by him with no reason whatsoever and it would be over a month to schedule an appointment with me when he told me he would be willing to work with me. When he canceled my third appointment with no reason why, I talked to my social worker about it and she did not recommend Mercy Options. I did call Mercy Options and they called me before another service called. I have been with my counselor at Mercy twice now—maybe three times, actually. My counselor is Deb Johnson and I like her. My next appointment is April 2, 2024. I am looking forward to seeing her and going to my appointment. In the meantime, I’m going to continue writing in my journal daily of as soon as I can as each day passes from this day forward. I write my feelings better than verbally speaking my feelings out loud. When Dr. Sam cancelled my appointment for no reason given, I felt I was wasting an hour of my time getting the help I needed. I need a counselor who tells me they can help me and follow through and Deb Johnson is willing to do that. I will be talking to her about Dr. Sam and what he did.
My Feelings Today…
For some reason I felt lost not hearing from Jackie all day except when I told her about a package that came to me empty from Amazon this afternoon when Marie next door from me mentioned that the packages were between her door and mine, and one of the packages being empty. The package looked like it was not even sealed, and Marie said that she did not open and take the items. Debbie looked at the bag/package and she thought Amazon forgot to seal the damn package that held my phone and iPad charging cables. I called Amazon and told them what happened, and they okayed placements. I will get my charging cords on Wednesday. Jackie saw the package and it was not sealed so delivery lost them or took the items I bought with my own money. At least Marie was telling the truth, but if Jackie saw differently, she would be upset at Marie for a while—I Woolf be upset as well at Marie for fibbing. My trust in people would be low in people if Marie as well, too.
As far as my day has gone by this morning and phone being a pain in the butt to the extent I was not worrying about if because I can look into it later. It just got in a goofy state of mind that had me turn the phone off and back on to get it out of its funky state of sticky state of mind. My phone doesn’t need to be charged right now. I play games and do my journaling on my phone and iPad on a regular to daily basis now-a-days.
Amazon Package Troubles?
Well, what a day for a package to come to my home empty. I called Amazon immediately to explain my package of phone and iPad chargers was empty because the bag it came in was not sealed at all.
