Dialysis Update
Dialyzing with the machine today was very good although my goal weight is 194 to 196 pounds, and I am disappointed and hurt because the Seroquel is what put my weight on me within a month after reaching to below 180 pounds within a year. Now I need to lose weight again. It is not easy when my blood pressure goes below 100/50 and the machine has to only clean my blood 🩸 only. Being at 88 kilos is very frustrating right now. I need to talk to Dr. Anjum on Monday if he comes in. I am at a loss right now. 😕😣
The Rest of the Day
When I arrived home, I waited for Jackie to arrive which within a couple of minutes. She was home and went to Kwik Trip to get a loaf of bread now that I’m running low again. I have cheese sandwiches or peanut butter and jelly/honey sandwiches. She noticed that the vehicle sitting there, and I told her I had to go around the vehicle and my driver noticed it would not move so I could get in easier. The way I got in could have been easier but that vehicle with the driver not in the vehicle. I had to wait a little longer while Jackie went to the office to have the person know that he could not be sitting there and this area was for pick up and drop off, and for emergency vehicles to park in case of need of taking care of a tenant in need. The gentleman got upset with management and the driver came out and was being unnecessarily nasty to office personnel telling him about parking there instead of parking in a stall. Jackie, Marie, and I made our way upstairs with Marie having the elevator stop on the second floor for her and Jackie and I went to the third floor. Home at last and have a donut and get into bed for the rest of the day.
Good Night
Time for bed. Time to say good night and get some sleep. It has been an emotional roller coaster for me. One of those weeks of emotions playing in me nonstop.
