Before Sabbath Thoughts

Posted on June 20, 2003 by ksmiley

It has been fairly good excluding the troubles from a neighbor below me. I do not know why I am being picked on here constantly by some of the tenants but it is driving me bananas and I am getting sick and tired of it. No one has anything better to do now-a-days I guess and you have to feel sorry for people like that. I took a short nap this afternoon, missing The Proud Family cartoon on Disney and being awakened by the noise from below me again. I am glad the neighbor did wake me up. Taking a nap in the afternoon is not the best thing these days. I am not sick…

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Posted on June 20, 2003 by ksmiley

I do not have a lot of time to write right now. I will later…

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My Appointment

Posted on June 19, 2003 by ksmiley



My appointment went fairly well. I am so tired, since it is late, that I can not write about it right now. I am waiting for a friend to call me back shortly and then I am going to sleep. I am actually feeling tired…yeah

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Appointment Change

Posted on June 19, 2003 by ksmiley



Appointment is still today…she did call and ask if she could come a little bit earlier than scheduled since her appointment before me camcelled today. That is a plus for me. Laundry will be done completely in a while, too…whew. I am still unsure about things today but I am awake and snapping out of this gloom I have been feeling…I think anyway.

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Laundry Day

Posted on June 19, 2003 by ksmiley



Not caring how I feel right now, I am doing laundry this morning…maybe that’ll help some. Anyway, I have my grieve counselor coming at 10 a.m. this morning. Is the emotional transition almost over?

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Emotional Transition 2

Posted on June 18, 2003 by ksmiley



I am still dealing with this emotional transition and it is driving me crazy! I was feeling pretty good up until three to four hours ago. I just want to cry!

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Emotional Transition…

Posted on June 16, 2003 by ksmiley



Ok…

I felt a little blah earlier today. I want to cry a lot and get it out of my system. Satan is really working on me AGAIN and it is an emotional war for me at this time. I can not hide my feelings from my “true” friends/ They know and see right threw me! I can not hide…even from God…never! I talked to my counselor earlier today wondering if it is possible that my medication is not working and he mentioned that I could be going through an emotional transition right now. Upon on our talk, I did not understand what my counselor was talking about so I called my friend Mark this afternoon to help me figure it out. I am going through an emotional transition again!

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Why ARE They Picking On Me?

Posted on June 16, 2003 by ksmiley

Why do They Pick On Me Now?

My blood pressure and anxiety is up slightly above normal today because the neighbor below me has been causing a lot of excessive noise that is not normal tenant noises. In fact this tenant really slammed her door of her apartment upon exiting or entering so hard that my floor vibrated underneath my feet from her door throughout my entire apartment.

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Thought at the Moment

Posted on June 15, 2003 by ksmiley

I want to write more in my journal later. Emilee is asking for my time right now and I can not pass up such an offer. I can not refuse an offer when it comes to Emilee Cuddles here.

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Life

Posted on June 12, 2003 by ksmiley

Not always a joy, is it?

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