tomorrow, the 3rd of July is my 31st birthday and no one in my family is here to help celebrate my birthday. Maybe I am blue because I have the worst thing a woman goes through each month. Maybe I am blue because I am full of anxiety right now about some past issues. Maybe I am blue because I am just sitting at home bored to death laying around and sleeping all the time. Maybe I am going through a slight depression. Now that idea does sound stinky. What a life I am living today. I don’t feel much like visiting and talking to people today and that is kinda sad…don’t you think? I hate my life sometimes, but happiness does not always play now does it? I will get through this, I know I will. Have many times before.