Oh boy oh boy, getting up at 6:45 a.m. has given me reason to close my eyes un the early afternoon at 1 p.m. and then waking up off an on until 4:45 p.m.! I remember Emilee coming and laying on my stomach and purring away in my ear. Otherwise, my day has been very good. I had realized, two and a half hours before noon, that my appointment to see a dietition was at 10:30 a.m. and NOT noon! Good thing that I was able to get myself out the door before 10 a.m. to wait for my ride. My appointment went well even though I am almost 200 lbs again! I am going to see my dietitian again in January 2003 but in meantime really work on losing weight this time and go to Weight Watchers meetings which happen to be only two blocks away from my apartment complex so there is NO EXCUSE to fulfill my obligations and lose the weight. I surely do not feel good being this heavy physically and mentally as my family is not very supportive of my weight being so high. I seem to get cut down by my family than being told in a kind way about that I need to lose weight. I know my health risks and my kidney which is transplanted fourteen years ago can run into risks along with it. I am going to DO THIS! Pray for me, PPPLLLEEEAAASSSEEE? Thanks so much gang!