I am feeling better now that my day is closing up and bed is not that far away. I still feel a little off but my moods are not so bad now. That is why I am writiing in yellow font…I am beginning to smile. I talked to my Nellie Mom about what was bothering me as well as what I have been praying about as far as two friends are concerned. After talking to Nellie Mom, my world seemed to have a glimmer of hope and now that glimmer of hope is getting bigger and bigger. I feel so much better than I felt since December 30th and 31st. I am not the only one who wants to have any anger inside me. J do feel a little disappointed, though. I am not feeling real tired yet and it is after 10 p.m. here on Sunday night. Last night I had little difficulty getting to sleep and I tossed and turned, watched television, laid in bed and stared at the ceiling with my thoughts on nothing but trying to get to sleep! Tonight looks like ANOTHER ONE of those nights once again. YIKES! Anyway, my day has ended now and I am off until tomorrow. Good night everyone.