Today

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I am home today from school since I do not need to be at school today. The weather is cloudy and it did rain sometime during the hours I slept. It looks a little cloudy but from talking to a friend, it is to clear up later in the afternoon. I will believe it when I see it as the weather can change so quickly. The temp is in the 50’s at least so it is not cold outdoors. I closed the window in the livingroom because it was a bit chilly at 8 a.m. but it is now 10 a.m. — two hours later.

WHy do I feel a little detached? I do not know yet. If I try to fish for the answer now or ever. I have fallen into slumps like this before many times in the past and I have a feeling that my feelings these past few days are justified and yet there is NO excuse for feeling blah for so long. When my grandpa’s memorial and burial is over, will I feel right again? I hope that will be the answer to my feelings right now.

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