My Thoughts Today

This is the only time I am going to be writing in my journal today. I have other things I want to get done before 10 p.m.. I am not watching television. I am studying for a test and needed a break from it for a few minutes so writing in my journal would a good, deserved break from studies.

From yesterday’s unexpected meeting with my ex-boyfriend at the bus station whilel waiting for the bus, today was a beautiful day for me after I got to school and got to class at 10:30 a.m. even a few minutes late. WHY DID I EVEN MENTION YESTERDAY’S INCIDENT WITH MY EX?! Don’t ask because I do not have an answer for anyone since I do not have answer for myself.

This Morning at 8 a.m.

This morning the sun was not even shining when I had awakened. My friend’s husband Jimmy had called me a few minutes before 8 a.m. this morning to make sure I was ok. He had awakened me, yes, but I was half awake and aware of my surroundings and noises. After Jimmy and I chatted for a few minutes I talked briefly with his wife kelly. Even after talking to both of them, I did not have the energy to get off the couch where I slept all night with a few spurts of wakng up from hearing noises from the televsion. I then realized that I was going back and forth in my mind about attending school this morning or staying home so I laid on the couch for a few more minutes debating on what I should do – stay home or go to school. I just did not have the energy to do anything and so I was fighting something on my mind. At 8:15 a.m., knowing that I had plenty of time to get dressed and ready for my school day, I got dressed and made up my mind to go to school and get an education for the day. Knowing it was cloudy and yucky looking outdoors, I was going to beat the gloominess of the world outside and see sunshine later not knowing what type of weather was to come at that hour or even monent. I got dressed and put my books together for the day and decided on beating the debate in my head and go to school. I hate days like this but I surely love the idea of wining such debates! YEAH!

10:31 a.m.

I got to school at 9:40 a.m., did a vocabulary test from 9:45 a.m. – 10 a.m. and then went down to have a bite to eat before class at 10:30 a.m. I got to talking to another student I had gotten to know in the past few months since we have been attending and before i know it, I was late for class so I rushed myself out of the cafeteria and practically booked to the classroom! I was five minutes late to class! YIKES!

12 noon

I went to my locker to get all my stuff that I wanted to take home for the night and ewnt for the bus. I killed time by just taking my swet ol’ time to the bus stop since I had fifteen minutes before the bus even came

12:15 p.m.
Bus arrived and home I was going!

12:30 p.m.

Got home from school. I am usually dropped off on Center Avenue where I have to cross the highway to get to my apartment complex. Honestly, while waiting for break to get across halfway, drivers were driving like maniacs and idiots. Some people DRIVE TOO FAST! It is a good thing that I wait until there is a big break so I can cross safely without getting hit.

While I was waiting for a big break so I could cross the highway safely, I began to wonder what I was going to do about classes next semester when all my classes I am planning on taking next semester are going to be out by the Rock County Jail then it dawned on me that I could make arrangements with Specialized Transit to get me out there safely since where I am attending classes is near a highway much busier than the one I cross to get to my apartment building.

The Rest of the Day Spent at Home

I was planning on going to the vital Living Center to pick a few things up but I decided not to at the last minute. I did not feel like going and the 10% off of everything I buy there did not even compel me to go. I was more compelled to stay home and get out of my clothing I wore at school all morning long. My day at home turned out to be fairly quiet and peaceful with a few minor setbacks of noise from outdoors and my silly television set. Sometimes I wonder why I even have to have my television on all the time I am home studying, on the computer, or just plan watching it. Sometimes the television is so boring. There is so much junk on televisin today it drives me crazy and yet I watch the silly tv everyday and night. Even when I sleep in the livingroom on the futon, the television si on all night long disturbing a good night’s’ rest. No wonder I feel tired some mornings??!!

Earlier this afternoon while I was studying or trying, a person across the street was playing loud music outdoors. It was my not so favorite kind of music to listen to believe me! It was horrible music! I am so glad that this city curbed loud music when someone is trying to sleep. I would go crazy otherwise.

It seems that today I have been easily bothered by something or other. Loud music, lood vehicles going by, children screaming down the street while enjoying their playtime outdoors in such nice weather. I think I am not at ease tonight so I am going to take a break from my studies altogether and just laze about the rest of the night until bed. I am even thinking of getting a shower in before bed so I can sleep well tonight. I can study more tomorrow at school and home when I get home from school tomorrow afternoon.

8:10 p.m.

I am going to sign off for the night and laze around on here a little longer elsewhere. I am done with my studies and my thoughts at the moment. I will be back tomorrow. Good night everyone!

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2 Responses to My Thoughts Today

  1. wittykitty says:

    It can be quite frustrating to try and study with so much activity going on all around you. That would put anybody a little on edge.I hope tomorrow will be a little less stressful.

    Take care,


  2. GoingUnder20 says:


    I’m glad your "run-in" with your ex wasn’t as bad as you thought it would be. Thats cute that hes been the easter bunny at the mall. When I was at the mall waiting for my mom he kept starring at me, it was awkward. Then the next day when my friends went he wouldnt stop waving at us. It was funny.

    I am appalled at what little girls are wearing today. Even highschoolers with their really short skirts and stuff. Its disgusting that they would degrade themselves like that and want to make themselves look vulnerable because then they are the ones who get raped or harassed sexually and then they get all upset, and its like, well you were asking for it. Ya know?

    Hope all goes well with school and all your tests! Study hard! Get a good grade! Glad working out for you was a good refreshment!


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