After writing yesterday’s entry I feel so much better and now what happened is behind me now. I know I am still up and it is ALMOST 2 a.m. in the morning, Friday, May 21, 2004. It has been very quiet here all day long that I slept a lot and inbetween time, I was surfing the internet for hours on end. That is what happens to me when I do not have anything much to do. Yesterday, about this time in the late hours of Thursday, I downloaded Netsape browser and have been having loads of fun with it. I know have three browsers to choose from when boredom or a change of taste is wanted. Right now, I have MS IE as my default brower and it will remain as my default browser. I am no longer in school…which is a bummer. Right now I am waiting patiently for my antivirus program to get down scanning for possible viruses and so far none. I am so grateful for that. I have had my share of worms on this computer lately anyway. Whew.

Looking back at yesterday’s entry, I can vouch that this one is a lot better. I had a lot of pain and hurt written in that last entry it almost scared me re-reading it again.

Right now, with the television on, I am watching The Famous Jett Jackson televison show on Disney. It is a good program but kind of silly. I personally should be in bed, right? Right. Anyway, even though it is morning, I am going to say good night.

Author: ksmiley

As a diarist and blogger, please bear with me as I continue to upgrade my blog as time moves forward. Thank you.

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  1. I went back and read the last entry.

    I have to say that I think that your outlook on life is very positive. Just because you have an illness doesn’t mean that you can’t live each day for each day. My friends daughter has Spina Bifida and I am always amazed and so proud with her because even though she has spent more than half her life in the hospital she still is so positive about EVERYTHING. Whenever I am having off days I think of her and I realize I don’t have it as bad as she does..at least I am healthy women as far as I can see…

    I have the same sleeping problems. The night before last I stayed so late that I didn’t really get any sleep before I had to wake with the kids and then last night I was so tired I went early (Like at around 11:00) and because I went so early I kept waking up and I am awake now even before my kids have woken up…

    Hugs and Luv

  2. *~Kristi~*

    I’m sorry about the picture. It’s so sad how people can be so cruel and mean and immature even when they are older. Glad you are doing better though.

    Love,Alaina

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