First Entry of the Day

I have decided to go by number of entries than using calendar or list at this time. I will know how many entries have been written this way, and I would like to see one entry at a time than all I have written. It is after midnight and I am still up. Sleeping all day yesterday did not really help even though my body needed it somewhere. I was exhausted and I am getting sick and tired of being off track with my sleep patterns since my classes at Blackhawk Technical College. Summer time blahs have settled in as well. I am down emotionally a lot right now, too. It is a pain in the hind quarters for me because I am constantly sleepy and such. I have a lot of things on my mind that ave nothing to do with any of my friends and it is driving me crazy right now. While I was visiting with my friends at Kelly and Jimmy’s place this weekend Friday night, one of their neighbors came down to visit for a few minutes and he told us all that his stepfather told him something that hurt his feelings. What was said, which will be undisclosed, reminded me of what my stepfather and mother have been saying to me for the past five years since I’ve moved into the apartment complex I live in. It hurt my feelings that this neighbor’s feeling were hurt like mine have been in the past. Everywhere I turn, I have been dealing with negativity a lot lately, excluding my friends in this equation.

I have looked back at March 2001 and noticed I have written over 1300 entries so far, and I have been here for 3 years now. It is unbelieable actually. COOL!

Good night for now.

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I feel I am back to journaling once again.
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