When I thought that Kelly and Jimmy or Janessa and Chad were calling me, I found it was Hope. I did not have my glasses on so I could not see the number and name on my Caller ID at all. I felt real awkward talking to Hope but I did talk to her anyway. I did feel interested in her ongoing conversation with me for some reason this evening, either. I just wanted Kelly and Jimmy or Janessa and Chad to call me. I can talk to them much easier – to Kelly and Janessa, Jimmy and Chad. Something about Hope just drives me away from ever sharing my personal life with her and my problems.