Last Entry for 5/15

The 15th will be over in fifteen minutes. I had a very good day. I can not believe that I am still up but I am not even tired. It has been one of those days of sleeping a lot again and at 11:45 p.m., I am still wide awake. I ihate nights like this. I guess I really should not complain or anything because it is summer and I am not in school so sleepless nights will end someday real soon. I must be going through a withdrawl from being real busy for a semester at school to not being busy enough. It has not been a totally boring summer yet and it is only the middle of June. speaking of June, it’s half over already. That is a wOW in my book.

Before the night ends, I have a lot on my mind and I need to get it all out before going to sleep. Kelly did call before 11 p.m.. She sounded very tired and I learned why she was already tired. She had a doctor’s appointment this morning at 11:30 a.m. and she told me that Dr. S had upped her sleeping medicine so it was hiting her real good by the time she called. We only talked a few minutes because she was so tired and that was fine with me. If I told her anything of importance, she would have forgotten by morning because she was so tired. There was a couple of things I have not yet written about because I was somewhat annoyed and afraid to write about. During the afternoon and evening hours I had gotten a phone call from some creepy sounding fellow wanting sex and something more of it and while he was talking, he said the nastiest things that a perverted man could ever say to a woman. I had hung up twice on him. The strangest thing happened during this call…the number and name came up unknown or private so the police could do nothing about it. I was so disgusted and shocked. Just the thought that my ex-boyfriend who professes to be a Christian in the Seventh-day Adventist faith had gotten someone – a friend of his to be a jerk, a pervert, or something more gross than that. I hope that idiot does not call here again or he will have a big surprise of his life! I am embarrassed and ashamed of having to deal with such as a perverted man. No wonder I do not want anything beyond a friendship with any guy anymore these days. SOme people are so sick and disgusting. Horribly disgusting!!!!!!

Anyway, with only a few more minutes left before midnight, I really do not have a whole lot to say now. I think I said what needed to be said. I will be back tomorrow sometime – maybe a bit after midnight. No, later in the day. Bye for now.

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2 Responses to Last Entry for 5/15

  1. Sometimes we all have days that we just want to be by ourselves. We need that peace and quiet from time to time. I hope you enjoyed your day and hopefully the weather remained calm.

    Much love, Maggie 🙂

  2. GoingUnder20 says:


    I have those days too when I just dont want to talk to certain people. In face, I have those days a lot and tend to not answer the phone unless its family and a select few of friends.

    The weather here is nice up until the late afternoon when we receive thunderstorms that come with rain, hail, thunder and lightning. We have had flood warnings, tornadoe warnings and severe hail. Although we need the moisture desperatly here in Colorado because fire season has begun and we need all the moisture we can get.

    Have a great week!


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