The Holidays Can Cause Emotion

It is that time of the year for me where emotions are playing a major part of my life. It always happens around the holidays and some special occasions where my world seems to be topsy turvy. Today was one of those days and it has been going off and on since before Thanksgiving. My neighbor who lives across the hall has been avoided because of the fact that I am tired of being listened for or watched when I come and go from my place. I can not leave my place with the feeling of being watched. My neighbor is very sneaky and I have sneak in and out in order to be left alone by this neighbor. With the holidays here, I just want to be left alone to a point. I have my close friends and “true” friends, and this neighbor is not close or true. I do not trust her with my whole world around me just yet and knowing what she does as a neighbor, I do not think she can be trusted and that is a shame in my book. I was talking to my surrogate mom earlier this afternoon and evening and she told me that this neighbor makes noise after 11 p.m. at night until the early hours of the morning and wakes my surrogate mom up, and what is not so good is the fact that this neighbor denies the noise. That is real sad. What is even more sad is the fact that I too have heard noise after 10 p.m. to the early hours of the morning. I have lost a lot of sleep knowing that she knocks at my door persistently. I think this neighbor has a problem and I can not deal with it anymore. I just do not know what to think anymore in reality. Anyway, giving the time right now, I am going to go to bed and cuddle with Emilee. She has been somewhat annoying to some degree but she has been very forgiving, and right now she has been trying to tell me it is time to go lay down and go to sleep. I am saying good night and will write more tomorrow on what more of this subject. Good night for now.