Advice Needed…Please

Ok, this is going to be one of the toughest entries I have written in such a long time. Yesterday’s journal entry was one of emotion and confusion, and believe me, tonight I am still just as confused and hurting. I need some advice here from my DD friends so I can at least rest and live my life as I see fit and comfortable for me. but I just could not leave it alone tonight as my heart is aching something awful right now and it has been for a couple of weeks. I have not heard from this man who claims we are dating for two weeks now and I am not sure of what is really going on. I have tried calling him and no answer or he is not there. I am not even aware of any problems we are having but I am assuming, which is pretty bad, that something did happen and he is not talking to me now or in the near future. This man has only been in my personal life for maybe two weeks and we met at a Beloit Snappers baseball game last month. I do not want to confront this idiot right now or never. I do want answers to why this man has not called for two weeks and leaving me hanging in the dark for that long. I am not a bad person and I feel I have been used for someone’s game and I was a pawn for something. I am hurting and confused and wanting this man out of my life for good. He has not done anything wrong that requires the law to handle but I do feel that he has done something very hurtfu and troubling to my own beating heart. Should I walk away from this completely and not worry about it anymore? Should I find answers to my nagging questions as to why this man has not called me for two weeks? What should I do? Please HELP!!!

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1 thought on “Advice Needed…Please”

  1. I’m so sorry for what you are going through. But I don’t really know what to tell you, since I don’t know what is going on with him. I guess if I were you, I couldn’t rest until I had an answer. Is there some mutual friend who could help you get in touch with him? Maybe he will tell you if you can find him. But then you still wouldn’t know if you could believe him. It’s a terrible dilemma for you. I’m sorry, and I will definitely pray about it for you.

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